DRAGON
My dear Dragon, in any
case, of all the dragons of the world, you are the most wonderful! Your
mother was an exquisite sausage princess who had a sulphurous affair with a
police dog…From that atomic fusion, dear Dragon, you were born as the synthesis
of the thesis and the antithesis. With you the conflict of the opposites is
over and the eternal battle between the intelligence and the stick comes to an
end.
When you entered my life in
Tilcara, some thirty-five years ago, you were only a puppy given by a nice boy
of the village to my son Edu. He and I welcomed you, filled with joy, like a
little star fallen from above.
Your childhood was a non-stop
running of mischievousness and laughs. With the time, you sat down and you
became my secretary and confidant. After dinner, lying like a mat on the floor
you would listen with patience the monologues in Spanish and in French of the
incorrigible dreamer that I always have been. At times, you would look at me
with bored eyes, but you would never grumble. To express your opinion, you
would waggle your tail.
In the altar area of the
church, you would begin by shaking yourself up from the fleas and to scratch
yourself where you were bitten; and then, you would lie between the two cactus
wooden legs of the altar. Coiled up on the red carpet, you would stoically
listen to my never-ending sermons. At times, you would applaud with your ears,
other times, you would simply yawn.
You were sensual. Because
of your maternal ancestry, you adored all the pleasures of life: cushions,
sofas, the golden armchair covered of episcopal velvet… But because of your
paternal ancestry you would look for trouble and rumpus. You would roam in the
streets, you would sneak everywhere, you were cheeky and roguish. At times, you
were having the gracious bearing of a prince, but often you looked like a
lout.
Great seducer, you let
yourself be kidnapped for weeks by a lady doctor who gave you your bath,
perfumed you, dressed you with tulle and had you sleep in her bed between silk
sheets. You were also for two to three months the escort of a lady teacher; you
would accompany her in the mountains, on a rocky path, walking together back
and forth between Tilcara and the small school of Alfarcito. If by chance I
would catch you taking too much advantage of the kindness of those big-hearted
people, you would turn your head away, pretending not to know me…
In the
whole town of Tilcara, few were the houses where you did not feel at home, and
few the solitudes you did not share. If the drums, the sikus and the cracked
bell of the church had not been an unbearable torture for your ears, you would
have been the first to dance at the carnival and sing in the processions. And
never in your life would you have missed one of those peacefully noisy manifestations which simply required that our crooked world be
changed from top to bottom.
Anyway, I suspect that beyond your love for the dolce vita, you had a soft spot for the poor and for justice, for the cause of those who disappeared during the dictatorship, for Women Rights and for the Earth, for freedom and democracy, for the
affirmation of the indigenous culture, and for a Church that would not
prostitute itself with money and guns (I end here, otherwise people will think
that it is self-projection…). Still, I think that you
succeeded to understand before me that
the struggles between good and evil, or between the right and the left, are
often very self destroying on the long run, and that the path towards a decent future is,
before all else, to be gauchos.
You would spend nights flirting with the First Canine
Lady of the village on the roof of the mayor’s residence. But at sunrise, you
would jump over at the nearby Sisters and weave your way in their mini chapel.
The Sisters were members of your fan club, and you liked to be with them for
the morning prayers. Luisa, the most kind and the eldest of the community, was
your favourite. You would cling to her skirt and, between two psalms, she would
gently pet you. As a good daughter of St. Francis, she would turn a blind eye
to your private life and see no trace of the slightest flaw. In the
afternoon, she would go out to work to help her neighbors, while you, so as to
regain your strength eroded by your nocturnal excesses, you would take a nap
like an angel on her immaculate bed.
You fought with the most terrifying mastiffs, the most
snobbish and the most ill-mannered of Tilcara; they have gashed through your
face with their huge teeth and have left on your body the glorious stitches of
countless scars. Those famous wars have still brought you to conquer the
most sophisticated females in town. You have populated the region with many
kids that carry on until now your work of civilisation.
In the parish, when ended the war of missiles, you did
not join force with the old Teutonic priest who had succeeded in getting his
hands on the parish and already was preparing for war so as to put the minds of
the village through his Taliban theology. For not one second did you let
yourself be intimidated by him. During his first mass, you were in the church
as usual, rolled up under the altar table. At the moment the first words of
that creep squealed in your ears, you bounced on your behind, raised a leg
slowly and copiously watered the cactus wooden leg of the altar table. And
then, calmly, you relaxed your ears as a sign of supreme indifference, spread
out your tail like an antenna, lifted your head and went down the central aisle
of the church with the dignity of a Viltipoco getting back his lost glory.
Never again did you set paws in that church that you loved, and where you were
one of the most assiduous faithful. Never.
From a window in the skies, God had seen everything.
Even today, He remembers that scene with pleasure, marveling at the guts you
had as a Dragon and at the remarkable soundness of your discernment.
Years went by. I was in far-away China when a letter
reached me from Tilcara. In that letter were described your
last moments on this Earth. One day, carrying on your back your sixteen years
of life as a dog, you climbed one by one half of the narrow steps of the
Escalinata (high staircase of the village which links two areas separated by a steep
slope). You arrived almost a moribund at the house of Norma Maine. It is from
that place that you had decided to say goodbye to the world.
Norma and her children welcomed you with
emotion. Up to your last breath, they lavished you with tenderness.
Still, your days were counted. When the moment to leave came, a mysterious
sensation of cold fell over you; it swept up to your bones and your teeth were
chattering. – The Bible says that, on the point of dying, the old king
David (another mischievous one loved by God) was stricken also by a terrible
attack of cold. But by putting Abishag, a young good looking girl in the bed of
the king, the old man bucked up and left for the hereafter without shaking. -
That highly instructive story was not known by Norma and her children;
nevertheless, they reproduced it to perfection. Seeing you shaking so much, the
children ran to their neighbor to borrow a young cute female dog that they
hastened to place against your freezing bones. Gradually, a bit of warmth
spread in your being, and calm came. You therefore were to leave this world with
the same consolations than king David, that old womanizer and brave vanquisher of Goliath, the giant…
When your time came, Norma and the children cried
their eyes out. Norma went on her knees praying
God that he would inspire her the best gesture that
would help you to leave without pain. Unconsciously, she already had in her
hands a water pitcher; without hesitation, she baptized you!
And so you died as a Catholic, my dear Dragon... Not as a Catholic of the imperial Church of the golden
pointed hats and of the corporals, but as a Catholic of a large anonymous
Church without walls, tender and courageous, made up of ordinary people who often
do unauthorized things by the books, but usually follow their good heart and never
turn their backs on the cribs and the calvaries of this world.
The three angels of the Escalinata carried your body
of Dragon over Tilcara, on the flanks of the Black Mountain. They buried you in
secret, at about 300 meters higher than the cross, in line with where the sun
rises in the morning. It is from that place that your little soul of Dragon
went on its trip on the old footpath in zigzag - and not yet totally
erased - « which links the valley to the stars»…You have returned quietly to
the country where you came from.
Eloy
Translated from the French by Jacques Bourdages
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